The Nigga Centric One

LMAO I Guess......

2005-10-24T06:24:09Z

Why do I amoose you? Do you think Im funny? Am I clown.....UGH!!! What did I do to you???? Did I shit on your parade if so, Im very sorry. It's just that Im so agro

"No Bra, No Panites"

2005-10-22T22:05:54Z

So I seen the movie "Thirteen" today, fucked up my whole view on girls growing up. But I dont think I had a view to begin with????? Or did I....

Is It Just Me Or Was High-School A LOT Easier Than Life

2005-10-11T16:43:53Z

Take a look at that title.............................In my opinion it was. Sure you didn't have the ability to do whatever the fuck you want like u can, fresh outta high school. But still to me it seemed like a breeze, it seemed like whatever happened their was always a way out of it. Dont show up a day or two, get your homework whenever you came back.The staff catered to our needs, the proverbial "Wiping of our asses" is a good metaphor for it. But now you cant really fuck up, do something wrong in "The Real World" and you got noone to help you when your down.Sure u can have those friends that try to make it all seem okay, but can they replace the apartment you lost, the car that got stolen, or the woman that left you. I know that this is all apart of growing up,but fuck Im unemployed with no car and no responsibilties and Im scared shitless to have to go out and start over. Sure we make mistakes I made a HUGE ONE! but something we all eventually learn is, you can only blame other people for so long. Therfore I say to a road that gets harder as we drive forth to are eventuall demise look back in the rearview mirror sometimes,to remeber what it was like to never really worry.

Up In Prescott!!!!

2005-10-10T06:11:03Z

So Im up in Prescott hangin with my homie Jamil at his G-ma's house for a week. It's really nice up here clean air,ice cold temp,and well thats all I've noticed so far.

Kick-Ass Was The Night!!!

2005-10-03T21:18:31Z

Blake,Travis and your fellow roomies ,threw one hell of a party. A LOT! of kick ass people (with the exception of that one dude Jamil was talkin about) made some new friends and partyed with my existing one's. But fuck did I feel it in the morning......................

Do Something!

2005-09-25T19:57:55Z

I wanna go do something (yes me) I'll go anywere or do anything Im up for it, so someone call me!!!!

Can't Get This Song Oout Of My HEAD!!!!

2005-09-17T20:57:03Z

"Run" - Snow Patrol

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up...

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

The Intricacies Of Life

2005-09-09T22:21:35Z

So this Sunday my Dad got a call saying his best friend since he was in elementary school was dead. An so begins what I like to call the most "fun" (sarcasm) week thus far. See I knew him pretty well he used to come over are house just about every weekend and hang out with my mom and dad. An we have old pictures of when I was about two years old and he's holding me, plus he used to buy me and my brother stuff for our birthdays and what not. So I guess it's kinda sad considering he was big part of both my mom and my dad's life. My mom just keeps crying and my dad just walks around the house with this like blank stare, like he doesn't know what to do. For once I actually feel bad for both of them. But it also kinda shook me cause I guess my dad and him got in a fight or somethin a couple of years ago and stopped talking. An now, as my dad put it best "I'll never get to see him again,". It just makes you think.

99 Problems But A Bass Aint ONE!

2005-08-19T17:23:26Z

It's been awhile since my last entry, but I had to post something lj is where I started I cant just not use it anymore I mean c'mon. Well anyway where to begin............ahh yes. I am teaching myself how to play the bass (4 string) and I gotta say in a weeks time. I've taught myslef how to play about 8 songs from system of a down to slipknot and I've written a couple of my own. It's kind of sad though because it was my brothers birthday present and he can barely hold it let alone play it. An here I am writing my own songs so I feel kinda bad for him. But hey my parents like him so he's got the good deal kinda? My parents sold my car and made me quit my job :( , When they found out i wasnt making enough money they told me to get two even three jobs to try and make my car payment. An I said "FUCK THAT"!! So know car aand know job, it's actually been a good thing not having a job cause now everyday I practice playing my drums and my brothers bass so it all wroks out.Well thats all folks PEACE! (From an up and coming rockstar lol)

Grassier Greens

2005-07-27T15:05:41Z

Well Im through with lj (I knew this day would come) so off I go to broaden my horizons?????

Holy Fucking Shit

2005-07-20T15:18:45Z

I dont get on lj for like a day and this what happens, thier was A LOT of shit going down on that last entry but Im here to say what I think

1) Ashley you commented back to me just to be hurtful, you werent doing it cause you cared. You did it cause you still HATE MY GUTS AND YOU CANT JUST MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE!!!! I forgot about you now do me a favor and FORGET ABOUT ME!!!!

2) Noelle thnx for sticking up for me that was really cool of you. but dont antagonize her. SHE LOVES THAT!!! it just fills her with joy. Next time she rights something just ignore it. Then hopefully instead of fighting on this DAMN thing 24/7. Ashley can go live her life, and we can go live ours Noelle okay.

have to say is stop fighting , Ashley stop being conusmed with hatred , noelle ignore her and then we can all go on and just do our things.

3 steps below nothing

2005-07-10T03:47:22Z

how I feel? I dont know how I feel? I've done a couple really dramatic things in order to sorta change the way I was feeling and what not. I sold my car to my dad's friend cause I figured I never really did anything to begin with. So now I dont have to pay for insurance anymore thats kinda of cool! All my money now goes to useless stuff that I dont need hint hint (videogames) to sum it all up Im basically trying to cut myself off from the rest off the world I really dont talk to anyone anymore. Im just gonna basically become a hermit lol tell something or someone interesting comes my way. Im hoping maybe somehow this will help me? I doubt it will if anyhting I think Im slowly setting myself up for an even bigger fall. I just wanna be happy and the things I was doing were getting me nowhere even close to happy. I know Im just feeling sorry for myself but thats what happens when know one else cares, but yourself. It's kinda sickening when your parents and brother have a better social life then you do. But you know what I've tryed and I've failed so Im giving up................on EVERYTHING!!!!! :) :)

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www.gamerankings.com

2005-07-04T20:23:28Z

People u gotta check this web-site out. It would take way to long to explain it all but Marcus and Travis especiall you guys need to check this shit out it fuckin rocks

Marcus Marcus Shame Shame

2005-07-03T00:25:38Z

I dont have the full facts Marcus but from what Im hearing you guys over on Camelback really fucked up! I tryed calling you yesterday when I got off to warn you that Louis and Jim were coming for blood but u didnt pick up your phone. I hope everything goes okay over their, but man whoever gave that note to the customer REALLY fucked up.

ASHLEY PLEASE READ THIS

2005-06-26T03:21:08Z

Ashley, this is ridiculous I refuse to let it go out this way. To let it all end like this so I did what I thought was right I deleted everything that had to do with this argument between us. Becuase I beleive that we (me,you,and noelle) need to just sit down somewhere and talk about this we need to put all are animosity all are hate aside and we need to just talk about this. It was wrong of me to say the horrible things I said about you. It's just that I snapped (Ifuckin punched a whole in the wall afterwards) I guess it's just that Im sad and hurt by what's going on it's basically become you say something I'll say something worse, were all grown up people here we have all graduated and we should now all realize that drama should stay in high-school this is the real world we need to handle this like 3 grown up indiivduals. I had no right to say what I said in my last entry that was way below the belt and it was wrong. I know their can be peace Ashley, between all of us this can end just as soon as it started. We all need to just step up and relazie that this is just stupid all of this fighting between of lets just sit down somewhere and talk about this. Cause Ashley we need this to stop just think about please, dont rush to a quick angry response. Just stop and think just please LETS END ALL THIS BETWEEN US 3 -jon give me a call cause i wanna talk

I Cant Beleive That It's Gotten This Bad

2005-06-25T16:37:29Z

you know what AShley after reading that last little thing, I realized somethin between the stupid shit I said and the stupid you shit you've said. This has gotten WAY! out of hand. What was just a stupid little argument between two former friends has turned into you getting someone to hunt me down and hurt me? I mean I dont expect any of this to change your mind but I mean what happened what the fuck happened?

It's Lonely As A CSR!

2005-06-22T15:50:07Z

So we had our gay little meeting and it wasn't all that bad, found out that Jim shouldnt have hired me because you have to be 18 to be assitant manager. So they made chris assistant manager and now Im just a csr which is pretty awesome I'd rather do that then be an assistant manager ANYDAY! But now the good news seeing as it is illegal to hire a 17 year old for that position good ole Jim is getting fined and what not. Thing is he knew I was 17 when he hired me, but he's going around telling people he didnt. If they do find out he knew (which he did) then he could get fired! YES! fired! So that all just kinda made my day

An Marcus sudden death is an amazing movie, did you like powers boothe "disguise" at the end lol

Survey Says Didn't See That Coming

2005-06-17T16:56:11Z

She could say "Fuck You, I hope You Fucking Die," Though I dont beleive it's in her vocabulary. She could say "Choke On It Bitch, What's Done Is Done," Though I beleive that she won't. It doesnt matter what she says it doesnt matter what she thinks, it felt great to say what I had to say. Now hopefully she wont go away and maybe we can start new, fresh, and maybe pickup where we left off. Theirs always hope, hope keeps many alive.

Okay now that Im through with that I saw the GREATEST movie. "The Life Aquatic" it's hillarious and has 2 of the greatest lines in cinema history

"Oh my god the shark ate Esteban!"
"Well......is he dead?"

"Here take this glock,"
"I dont wanna glock,"
"Everyone has a glock,"
"Even the interns?"
"Nah they share one,"

Jesus Juice C'mon people!

2005-06-13T21:33:08Z

Thats just ridiculous the bastard (on air) tells everyone how he LOVES sleeping in the same bed with little kids. An he gets off what the fuck? What does this guy have to do suck an 8 year olds wiener in front of the world before he finally gets sent to prison fuckin ay!

It's so fun

2005-06-13T02:22:34Z

It's fun but it is also ahrd i got no complaints with the job (its not like i'll never learn) but their is A LOT! of paperwork the asisatant manager and the manager gotta do. But I think im doin all right for my first day and all.(Evcen though I almost accidentally sold an M rated game to this 14 year old) MY BAD but yeah I love this job and I cant wait to go back tuesday

New Beginings?

2005-06-11T21:01:14Z

Well I start 2 morrow at 9:30 Im kinda nervous, but Im good. Im so happy that my dream is finally coming true. I know it sounds stupid, but it has honestly no lie been my dream since I was a little kid to work for gamecrazy so this is just so great I cant wait. An again thnk you Marcus for saving my ass. But hey im not mad it was proabably just an accident,(so "GalaX-E" when do I get my jetpack?) lol well talk to you guys later have fun.

Shocked into submission

2005-06-08T23:19:15Z

Well I just read Marcus's entry and HOLY SHIT! I was not expecting that, I mean assistant manager? I mean come on at the zoo I would just watch over people for a lil bit. But hey you know if he's willing to give me the job Im game. I'll have to really step up my shit, but yeah that would be cool. WOW Im just shocked only thing is I really dont have all that much to wear for the interview ( not a big clothes guy) but yeah SHOCKED just fuckin SHOCKED!

Blue Oyster Cult AKA IM SO BORED

2005-06-07T01:49:18Z

Seasons dont fear the reaper / Nor do the wind,nor the summer,nor the rain / (we can be like they are) / Come on baby dont fear the reaper / baby take my hand / we'll be able to fly / Come on baby dont fear the reaper / Romeo and juliet / together forever in eternity / 40,000 men and women everyday / redefine happiness
- Blue Oyster Cult "Dont Fear The Reaper"

It's a classic it really is, but this also goes to show that Im so bored I will shoot myself in the foot for some friggin entertainment

Orange Chicken a go-go BABY!

2005-06-03T21:02:28Z

So I had my first interview at the panda express on camelback (right next to hollywood and gamecrazy) the manger really liked me and he said that I'd be making 7.00 and hour working full time. An to give him a call in about 3-4 days. I dont know any palce that tells you how much your gonna be making. Then doesnt hire you? so I think im good as gold PEACE!

And The Drama Is Over

2005-05-28T23:08:47Z

okay now that I've cut off all contact with that filth, I can focus my time, and attention on more important things like a LIST>>>>>>>>>>>>

Noelle: I just read your entry and MAN! that is so fucked up what that piece of trash did, but hopefully (fingers crossed) she'll just go back to whatever part of hell she came from.congrats on the diploma though :)

Travis: DAMN IT! MERRYL! lol Dude Im just counting down the days tell Germany I cant wait. The capitol of Saurakraut has no idea whats in store for it

Jamil: Congrats on the new job. (You need to hook up me with some free rentals) An tell "Kunta-Kinta" his tattoo SUX!

Steven: I REALLY WANNA SHOOT THAT GUN! I'm not into the whole firearm thing but man that gun is fucking cool. Too bad you cant take that to N.Korea and kill a couple of those ping-pong-ping bastards

Blake: I cant wait for new beginnings. My first inroduction into the world of rave. It's gonna rock my socks.

Marcus: How's it been G-funk (new word, Ilove it) we definatly need to bring together the "The Bleeding Eye's" for one night only show it'll rock and we'll all get to bang the hot groupies afterward.

Breanna: What up Negro! We need to hang out sometime, cause I dont know about you but Im bored out of my mind. Maybe we can go pop a few caps in some bitch niggaz lol

Well I think thats everyone if I forgot you Im so sorry PEACE!